I rise just before 6:00 AM. I’ve been sleeping just a tad longer these days. Leaving the welcome warmth of my bed can be difficult at times. This has been a cold winter and I always turn the heat down in the evenings before going to bed as I cannot sleep well when it’s too stuffy. Having the air be a bit on the cool side is okay when I’m tucked beneath my down-filled comforter.
Pillows tucked around me, just so, with just my wee head popped out the top. When the alarm sounds to rouse me from my slumber feeling the cool of the morning air inspires me to press the snooze button a few times.
And sleep has been odd these days. Constant waking throughout the night.
My dreams have been fervent and harried. I wake feeling as though I am coming a great distance to join the waking world. Even as my eyes begin to open, I am often still very much in the dream state.
Caught between two dimensions, if not more.
I shake the sleep from me by way of a morning shower. In and out, slap moisturizer on, apply a bit of make-up, brush my teeth, drink a glass of water. Dry my hair, dress and put my lunch together then dash out the door.
When did it become necessary for me to arrive at work so early? Usually by 7:30 AM I’m sipping my coffee, going through emails and organizing my work day.
I put this on myself. And yet, I love the early morning. When the weather is great I witness sunrises that are breathtaking. If not, I enjoy the sound of the rain. The torrential down pours, I must admit, are a bit much sometimes.
As I cross the Queensborough Bridge I listen to the news of the day. These days a man named Trump seems to dominate the air waves.
And I pause to wonder why it is as humans we can’t seem to find that balance in terms of getting along.
Why is it so difficult? Is it just our nature to behave the way we do?
Trump is trying to save Americans from what, I cannot say. He’s sees a threat I suppose and feels it necessary to build walls and keep people out.
I feel deeply saddened by this. Living in fear is a bad place to be. I’ve been there. This is what I see when Trump is insistent on building a wall along the U.S. / Mexico border and when he bans people from seven countries housing those who follow the muslim faith from entering the country.
I see fear.
Trump thinks he’s being tough, and sadly tough is not what any of us needs.
In fact, we need compassion, love, understanding and acceptance.
When a country the size of the U.S. elects a President to isolate them to the degree he has already implemented in just under two weeks, we really need to look at ourselves collectively and how it is we all got here.
And sadly the United States is deeply divided as well.
A travel ban has been put in place and a 5 year old boy was detained for several hours and taken in hand cuffs at the Dallas Airport.
Here in Canada, a disillusioned young man went into a mosque and shot down six people of Muslim faith as they prayed.
I believe, must believe that we all basically good at heart. There is a a percentage of human population that is not good, misguided and evil. This is displayed in so many ways. And oddly enough history has a way of repeating itself.
Still we have in the last 25 years gone through an extraordinary changes. When industrialization took hold back in the mid-1800 and early 1900’s the response was not good. Two world wars and then seemingly this world embraced the industrial age with fevered acceptance.
We humans, by our very nature, like routine. And yet in the last 60 years this world has changed so dramatically.
The industrial age quickly gave way to the computer age. In my lifetime, and I am only pushing 59 years of age, I’ve witnessed the introduction of colour TV to having a device that I can hold in my hands that will connect me world wide. Technology has moved into our lives at a rabid pace.
We haven’t exactly embraced it.
Socially we turn to our computers, our smart phones and connect in a totally different manner.
We do everything…online.
Show our intimate bits, and say things typically we would not.
Yet there is this world out there and the space that surrounds us. A triangle formed by the new Moon, Mars and Venus held me in absolute rapture as it did so many others.
Snow that had piled up over several weeks leaving local lakes frozen over drew crowds that pulled on their ice skates to enjoy skating under a full moon.
And there is a magic to it. There really is. When we feel connected to the world we inhabit, it is a grand thing.
When we work collectively as the human race…oh…it is such a beautiful thing. And it is usually in reaction to a massive evil that brings us together. These days we find ourselves once again caught up in what appears a terrible thing.
Let me leave you with this.
There is a small boutique hotel in downtown Vancouver that has been around for a very along time. I won’t go into the why of it now, however, across the parapet there is signage that reads:
UNLIMITED GROWTH INCREASES THE DIVIDE
On the Community College that sit across from it a sign went up recently that reads:
LET’S HEAL THE DIVIDE
We have more similarities than we do differences. Let’s focus on our commonalities and see where that takes us. Let’s heal the divide.
To those who’ve lost loved ones due to violence inspired by fear and ignorance, I feel your hurt, pain and confusion.
Find forgiveness as this will save you. Continue to love as this will elevate you.
If I could I’d wrap this world in love, I would.
So why don’t we give it a go.
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Brilliant Nancy…..you should send this to Mr Trump…